I’m hurting, feels like a bandage has been ripped off. The worst is when I wake up and it hits me all over again. I am alone. I miss my best friend.
I miss our texts, first thing in the morning and last thing at night. I miss the camaraderie. I miss sleeping next to him. I can’t believe I miss hearing him snore but I do, I miss everything about him. Some say I miss the dream but I miss our reality. Last weekend together was incredible, it’s proof how good we can be.
I’m going away to the thousand island area, I need to get away, to be somewhere unfamiliar. Because the familiar feels empty without him. I miss him so much.
I know time heals all wounds but this is a wound I’d rather not heal. I want to be with him. To be loved, adored and cherished. We all deserve that don’t we?