Us remains possible

I was kindly reminded that despite a great weekend together, the man I love and I are still apart.  I was crushed.  I know he had said at the outset of the weekend that it didn’t mean we were getting back together.  I guess a part of me was hoping.

We had a great weekend, one of the best together.  Surely that must be an indication of what we could be?  More than ever I am putting faith in the counseling work we start together next week. 

He wants us to work but his heart isn’t opening.  There isn’t much I can do but be patient and see if it does.  I want a life with this man.  I love him more than words can say.  Am I a fool for doing so?

I still believe us remains possible.

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