I was kindly reminded that despite a great weekend together, the man I love and I are still apart. I was crushed. I know he had said at the outset of the weekend that it didn’t mean we were getting back together. I guess a part of me was hoping.
We had a great weekend, one of the best together. Surely that must be an indication of what we could be? More than ever I am putting faith in the counseling work we start together next week.
He wants us to work but his heart isn’t opening. There isn’t much I can do but be patient and see if it does. I want a life with this man. I love him more than words can say. Am I a fool for doing so?
I still believe us remains possible.