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I can’t believe it.  My relationship is over.  I’m in shock.

There was no fighting, no drama, just conversation.  And just like that, after almost 10 months, it’s over. 

It was completely unexpected.  We’ve had our challenges but after getting back together at the end of July, we were committed to doing things differently.  I had such hopes for us.  I really did.

He wasn’t happy. Part of me knows I wasn’t getting what I needed out of this relationship but I kept hoping things would get better somehow.

I’ve lost so much in the past few weeks, I’m reeling.  My will to fight has left me.  I just want the pain to go away.  I don’t know where to go from here.

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