This is not a post I want to write but here it is. The long weekend is just about over and I went camping. Alone. Yup. Does that seem normal to you when I’m in a committed relationship? If I had to receive one more comment about camping solo I could have screamed.
I think a friend said it best when I was griping by text: “So what? You become single when he has his daughter?” Pretty much. I’m not trying to have a pity party here, far from it, I’m just tired of it all. Sure he invited me up to the chalet when I was driving up to the campground. Hello? A little forewarning would have been nice.
We got into a huge fight Friday before I left about money I owe him. It ended on a positive note in that I went about finding a solution and everything sorted itself out.
I mean this is the guy I’m considering a future with right? I understand him wanting to spend time with his daughter and being protective of her but I would have to sleep in the guest room if I wanted to stay at the chalet. He says he wants to make sure we’re stable enough before I get to sleep with him when his daughter is around. It feels like yet another slight.
Am I off track here? Being unreasonable? I’ve seen him twice in two weeks. Both times were my initiative. Frankly I have to begin to wonder how i fit into his life.