Searching for my groove

I’m a little concerned.  I’ve been in my dream job for a little over four months now.  I should be happy, right?

The reality is that jobs ebb and flow.  Since July I have definitely been on the fence, things slowed down to a crawl and suddenly I became restless.  I went away on vacation and found myself not wanting to go back.

I called in sick today because I don’t want to go in.

Now this is a serious cause for concern for me because I am really good at sabotaging myself.  So I’m wondering what this is all about.

I’ll go back to work tomorrow and fake it till I make it in the hopes that something changes.  Sooner rather than later I hope.

Is it my artistic nature to be restless or is this something bigger?


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